skooled

is my head in my ass or am i just an asshole? no one really cares what i think or say. i am really just writing to humor myself, and then someone will read it, or not, and make a smart or nasty comment, or not, and it will piss them off, or not, that i am taking up space with my meaningless thoughts. so here goes, not that you care...

i work my fucking ass off. my job is hard and thankless. i interact with hundreds of complex individuals on a daily basis. some are conniving, some are wounded, some are just plain mean. many of them are genuinely sweet and have some semblance of social skills. and then there are the adults.

it takes me many hours each night to shake off the effects of a day at work. 6 hours of actual human contact, 8 hours or more on my feet, 24 hours consumed by thoughts of so-and-so and what's-his-name and what's-her-face... it's bizarre.

it's nothing i can put into words, except that i work my ass off, it seems like my head is up my ass, and i feel like an asshole. a fourth grader told me to fuck off today. i probably deserved it.